so today I online yahoo messenger and my senior chatted me. her first sentence is "kangen -piip-" oh heeeellll hahaha I mean. seriously I never talk about my feeling or my crush since I was... never. and now she guess-ing my new crush this so ridiculous actually. she guess it right but I lied to her. I'm afraid she opened my blog and know it from it ! yea right ! that will be terrible ! she will know my crush TWICE !

okay, today I got my oral test in LIA. my friends said that the teacher is annoying or evil or blablabla. but when I got in, she just, you know, nothing's wrong.

okay, gtg. hungreeh.

Labels: love or not?, test

okay, I dont know how could I post 3 things in one day. but ther something that makes me want to write so bad. the thing is

how could I fall in love with those guys in the same time all over again ?

I did have a crush on them. it was half a year ago. but in different time. but nowadays I fall in love with them. in the same time ! gosh ! what happened to me ?

Labels: love or not?, stupid

me : you're in national test and.... online ?
him: well, I'm looking for room that will I use to university test
me : when will it be ?
him: in this sunday :0
me : well, this week is gonna be tough
him: yeah
me : fight !
him: sure ! i'm on fire ! haha
me : well, that's a good thing right ?
him: haha too good to be true
me : haha so communication, huh ?
him: sure. pray for me okay ? :D
me : sure :) did you already got your back ?
him: well, I was going to aj but the price.. I think I will die there
me : haha then ?
him: now I'm trying for ugm and ui
me : WOW :O you gotta studying !
him: yes, maam
me : how was the test ? succeed ?
him: well, it's going well
me : 2 lesson today ?
him: yap
me : so tomorrow to friday will be 1 lesson ?
him: yap. and it will be math in wed :o
me : fight ! haha
him: well, I already give up if its about math haha
me : what the.. you said you're in fire
him: definitely ! except math
me : haha well, ... still fight ! isn't will be easier ?
him: mm yeaa but I just can't so..
me : fight !
him: sip
me : already watch telephone mv ?
him: i'm watching, but the buffering is sooo looong
me : yea in vevo its like 9 minutes. btw whats wrong with your modem ? haha
him: haha yea this is sucks
me : haha now you know what i feel ! lol
him: haha this is a lesbi scene
me : yeaa right
him: oh my god this is so looong
me : be patient
him: I'm already sleepy, but it's too good to be left sleep
me : what you got now ? beyonce already sing ?
him: naaa, it's still the bitches' fight
me : naaa that's not far
him: yeaa at least it's already attracting
me : haha
him: ergh this is too long
me : maybe you dont belong to watch it because you have test you know
him: haha well I thought so
me : then leave that gaga
him: wait, I promise I will take a nap in 15 minutes
me : if it still not complete yet ?
him: napping
me : well, lets just pray that you modem will be 'back'
him: oh so cool huh ? its gaga
me : it's done ?
him: nope. its gaga out of jail
me : blah beyonce not singing yet
him: saying you a very bad girl
me : nah a little bit more
him: whats wrong with beyonce ?
me : nothing. its just if beyonce already singing, the mv will start
him: it's like watching soap opera
me : haha but the cool one
him: give up
me : haha have a nice nap :)

random,huh ?

Labels: la vita é bella, love or not?

i don't know what i felt. i don't want to know yet want to. it's like torture. i don't want to feel that things. i don't thing this is true anyway.
-i'm thinking about him every. single. time. it's so darn annoying. i like to but it's also makes me more hard to convice my self that he's just my dream. it's sooo ugh!
-he's there. in my dream. i don't what it means. sht
-i fell so freakin happy when he looks at me
-but i feel okay if he go out with someoe else. well, idk. but i think yeah, i felt that

so, can someone tell me what is this?

Labels: love or not?