this saturday, my school held a kind of concert. this is so cool actually. there so many audiences. it's kinda cool. i actually just want to watch it till 10.00pm but there're people-that-i-dont-want-to-meet. they're jerks. so im kinda frightened to get home at 10.00pm because there so many jerks outside the concert. so i decided to sleep at my friend's. idkw, but actually i really really so sleepy. even people around me singing yet screaming, but my eyes are so not in the mood to open. fortunately, im not fell asleep.
then, sunday, me and my friend already planning to wake late. but it's fail dkw. we wake at 7.30am and online and cant get back to sleep again. i get home at 11.00am which i already get tired yet mad, cause my father is kinda ergh. at night, my parents are getting more ergh. i hate em when they blame me if i get mad at em. but they ALWAYS get mad at me, evrytime they get tired. isn't that so fair? ergh
tonight, when i know my crush is online, i ran to my room to get lappie. when i online on my lappie, he's getting on and off and it's idkw but it's hurt me. i feel like.. ahh i hate him. i want to stop fall for him, cause im afraid if i love him more, i will fall for more. ahh how can i stop this feeling?